is secured in the downstairs bathroom. Geoffie's patience paid off and he caught the second one just a few minutes ago. He's back to patiently waiting to see if he can catch the third. Food is a mighty tool.

Hubby just went through a bought of anger at the world - ended it by screaming obscenities at the Braves and Die! MF at the last player to strike out. He won't eat anything and he's exhausted. I don't know what triggered it - but finally it's subsided. Thank Goddess.

Work was a hoot today. I was given a project to manage and there were no processes in place to handle it. Instead of giving up, I wrote to the database engineers for assistance. They were of course able to assist and I took my questions on who would help us, right to the top! lol My supervisor was too confused to get involved. It was funny. I told him I was not interested in working circles and if he allowed me to, I'd have a process in place right after the Holiday. He's not so sure he wants to take responsibility for ME - I think lol but I am a doer. I don't believe in messing around and I won't wait for things to come back on me and bite me for not doing what I'm told to do. I was diplomatic, apologetic and sincere. I had top people working to get me what I needed, calling me to find out if we had a resolution, and the manager of developement holding my query at the end of the day. That leaves follow up on Monday - I think that's pretty good work for one afternoon. My supervisor has known me for 7 yrs. He knows my ethic and he has been throwing some of his escalations to me lately. I am very capable of doing other things, but the key for me is my work from home. As long as other things don't interfere, bring them on...

I did some good energy work last night and tonight as well. New moon is my favorite time.

Well, I'll let you know how things go with the third kitten. We have to get them moved out of here fast. We just can't keep them or let females stay here any more. We have our limit as much as we don't mind feeding the strays. Mama and babies have to go. Craig's list ads as soon we get them handle-able -

love and hugs and sweet dreams.

****** Steve and I met at Kroger for coffee and I grocery shopped. We had such a nice meet up. Geoffrey had stayed home to watch over the kitties - as we talked, he told me about calling Gloria's yesterday morning and telling her he wanted to discuss opening an account for Paige toward college - no answer, no call back. Geoffie wasn't ready when he got home and messed up his plans to swing by their house. Well there was the answer to that exhausted anger.******** I have such a hard time with this. Roberta and I talked about how not only does Steve live from moment to moment, but he lives in the past as well. ***** he ignores me about not taking Geoffrey over there and it is like I have no say. ******* on one hand, I don't want to pretend they don't exist, but including them in our talks leaves me in a bad place. ****************** I don't see any resolution for this and I don't see any direction because it's not a forward moving situation. I was thinking about spell work for it but can't decide how to go. I want to protect US - all 3 of us - I want them to know they are loved. I want Steve to bring it into the present and FUTURE and because it's stuck in the past, he can't come along with me and Geoffrey. I wish I could wipe his memories of them if they aren't going to accept his efforts. They have missed out on knowing such a nice man - such a caring, giving father. And Geoffie misses out on being fully accepted because he isn't like them - and that's a freakin shame because he is amazing even with his limitations.*********