I have the hardest time sleeping these days. I doze off, get woke up, then can't go back to sleep. I lay there and think of growing old and not wanting to and wanting sex like I'll never get it again - so silly. But my mind just won't stop moving. Sleep aids just make me buzz and not sleep - I thought maybe a bit of rum would help - it's all I have left from Yule - somehow the thought of drinking to fall asleep is not appealing to me.

I had a bad hot flash yesterday first thing in the morning and threw up - such a good start to the day LOL I tried thinking of red and hot and embracing it and somehow I don't think that will be the key for me to make it through flashes.

Geoffie has spent all day watching the new babies to see if he could catch them in the cage with food. Now it's getting late and they are moving - OH!!! He caught one! lol

We got it all settled in the bathroom and Geoffie is on a vigil for another one. I'm tired. It's 10:15 and I think I'm gonna let him watch alone for a while. Our Jett is obviously acting the father whether he is or not. He got right in my face to try to get the baby back from me. He is guarding the cage to keep the others out. Mama is laying on the front porch...

oh what a drama. lol

sweet dreams.